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Quest for the Enlightened Feminine: Faith, Tara, and the Path of Compassion, by Anna Howard
Findhorn Press, 9798888501429, 248 pages, November 2024
Quest for the Enlightened Feminine: Faith, Tara, and the Path of Compassion by Anna Howard is a personal journey of the author searching for the feminine aspect of the Divine. Howard begins this exploration after a profound dream encounter with Jesus Christ, and what ensues is an 18-month pilgrimage and deep personal work with the female Buddha Green Tara.
This book is organized into three parts with sixteen chapters.
“Part One: Following the Call” gives the reader background into what prompts Howard’s search for spiritual wholeness along with insight into her job as a BBC broadcaster, which afforded her the opportunity to interview and gather information from those who aided in her spiritual journey. She begins her journey staying in a nearby convent for a week of silence and turning within. A discovery of The Tibetan Book of the Dead by Sogyal Rimpoche takes Howard into another phase of her spiritual quest and the outcome of spending some time in a Tibetan monastery, Samye Ling, in Scotland.
This section offers the reader an inside look at monastic life through the seeking of Howard and her determination to find the appropriate setting and work for her ever increasing yearning for a spiritual life. Having experienced the Buddhist path and inspired by what has been achieved through her inner work, she begins to question the seeming lack of feminine deities within Tibetan Buddhism.
In “Part Two: Tara and the Peace Pilgrimage” the reader is introduced to one of the few faces of the feminine in Tibetan Buddhism: Tara. This section details Howard’s immediate connection and desire to spread the compassion and healing of Tara in the form of an 18-month pilgrimage from Holy Island Lindisfarne to South Africa.
“Said to be the “Mother of all the Buddhas”, Tara represents the feminine principle from which all phenomena manifest and into which all phenomena will eventually disappear. Tara may be conceived of as a kind of cosmic creative force, or she may be identified within the loving earthly mother who cares night and day for her ailing child.”1
“The Tara Pilgrimage” and subsequent sections of part three are dated in order of global travel and reach. Each entry is aligned with one of the 21 emanations of Tara. And, so Howard sets off…
“This is a mad idea really. “Set out from home base in Edinburgh, leaving everything behind and take with you 21 small statues of Tara, a camera, a notebook, and your passport. Take the Taras to wherever in the world you are instructed to go. Instructions will come through spiritual practice, intuition, and coincidence. Have complete faith and live the journey with the intention of doing Tara’s Will.” These were my clear guidelines.”2
We are told that each of the 21 statues is left in a special place in accord with the energy that may be needed/compatible in that location. These included Moscow, Russia; Seattle, WA; Sydney Botanical Gardens, Australia; Goa, India; Harare, Zimbabwe; and others. It is very interesting reading about the journeys and the selections made for blessings from Tara.
Part two concludes with “21 Emanations of Green Tara”, providing the reader with twenty-one beautiful colored images of Tara depicted in one of her specific attributes, in addition to a plate of the White Tara as conclusion. Howard invites the reader to use these images as tools of visualization for creating a connection with Tara.
The concluding “Chapter 16:The Fire and the Rose are One” does a nice job of offering the reader opportunity to feel the changes that Howard has experienced in her ten years largely devoted to the study and application of Tibetan Buddhism and realization of the blessings of Tara.
“Over the many years of seeking, of following the “call”, I would invariably recognize this interior quiet when it came as a very personal and intimate feeling of rest, of putting down the world and its cares and coming home.”3
Appendices 1-3 are devoted to specific introductory practices of devotion to Tara in Her many forms and are complete with a means to connect with Tara using “Appendix 4: Tonglen”, which is “a form of meditation that focuses on compassion; on the “giving” and “receiving” of energy in ways that transmute suffering and pain, whether our own or that of others.”4
Howard, again, provides the reader with a tool of practice that may be applied for any purpose and also offers a deeper perspective of the compassion bestowed from the grace of Tara.
The Bibliography is thoughtfully separated into categories of titles based on Christianity, Buddhism, General Info, and General Spirituality. Resources include a selection of abbeys and other spiritual centers, complete with addresses and web e-dresses. And, the concluding part of this title has a very helpful Glossary, replete with terminology relevant to the practice of Buddhism.
Would I Recommend?
For many reasons, Quest for the Enlightened Feminine by Anna Howard was a difficult title to write a review that gives justice to the complexity, passion, and nuances that flow through this autobiographical offering. I found myself re-reading sections to draw out more of the emotions that are embedded within the words. It was much like observing someone on their spiritual path as they move through the stages of wonder, disappointment, grief, learning, and all that holds the lessons needed to move forward, evolve, grow, and find your own unique way. This is one of the more intimate books I’ve read in a while, theory still present but as a support to the primary goal of peace and oneness with self.
Howard aptly states the bigger lesson realized and shared:
“It didn’t matter whether I was in a Christian monastery, convent, or place of prayer; in a Buddhist temple, shrine, or retreat centre; in Darshan with Amma or Mother Meera (two greatly revered holy women from India); or in satsang with a guru from the from the Advaitta tradition….It didn’t matter if I was sitting on a hillside, in the ruins of an ancient site, by the river or the beach……When the chattering mind settled down and my true self came to the foreground, it was always the same. Thus I learnt that there was no one way to God, to the Divine, to the Higher Self. There were as many paths as there were moments when the thinking mind gave way to what lay beyond; pure awareness.”5
About the Author: Anna Howard
Anna Howard, M.A. (Oxon), is an Oxford-educated student of Buddhism, whose work focuses on the healing and transformative energies of Tara. A workshop facilitator, teacher, healer, and writer, Anna lives in Dorset, England.
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Robin Fennelly is an Elder within the Assembly of the Sacred Wheel Tradition [www.sacredwheel.org]. She is a dancer, teacher, astrologer, author, ritualist and seeker of all things of a spiritual nature. Her writings and classes incorporate a deep understanding of Eastern practice and Western Hermetics and bring a unique perspective towards integration and synthesis of the Divine and Mundane natures of our being. She is a mother of five and lives in Eastern PA with her husband of 45+ years.